Monday, September 7, 2009

Week beyond words


Thanks for all your continual encouragement and love you all show me! I am so blessed to have people like you all in my life!

The past week has been a LEARNING week!
First, I will tell you about a lesson that I learned. It is not a good idea to stay up til 2:30 a.m. and wake up at 5:30 a.m. for school! Its actually pretty destructive to oneself! Wednesday night last week I had the opportunity to go to a small group for younger people at Casarapa. (that's where my family lived when we lived here 7 years ago!) anyway the small group was held next to the same pond that my siblings and i used to scooter around and around. So many memories came as I sat there with my uncle listening to the Gospel message being taught with an indescribable passion. Praise God for the many ways He is working and making His glory known in Venezuela! Well, i got home that night and got to work on a Bible paper I had to write about if it is possible to be a Christian Pluralist- meaning that you claim to be a Christian yet also believe there are multiple ways to get into Heaven. This was not an easy paper to write, so i was up until 1:45 a.m. with that. Then Dionna and I had to study together for an Anatomy quiz. What fun it is to try to memorize body systems at 2:00 in the morning! We were laughing so hard, so much so that later that morning my Aunt asked us about why we were talking and laughing about "urethra" so late. Apparently we were a little loud! :) Great memories though! So after only getting 3 hours of sleep Wednesday night, I was wiped out on Thursday night. If you know me well you know i do not do well at ALL with little sleep! ( I get that from my dad! :) ) so i got a little homesick that night while i was crying because i was frustrated and just wanted to talk to my mom- talk to someone who could handle the basket-case i was! But its been good to keep in touch with my family and many friends through skype and facebook! :)

Every Saturday morning since i arrived in Venezuela, i have been waking up early to go running with my Aunt Donna. I really enjoy running and talking with her. It's a great way to start off a Saturday because i get energized and am able to get more done than if i would have slept in.

Later on Saturday I got to go to youth group in Casarapa. (this is also where the Church is at). The youth group went out by the grocery store and did the skit "Everything" by Lifehouse. If you have not seen it i suggest you look it up on Youtube.com or Tangle.com! It's been so neat to see how the youth here have a passion for Christ. It encourages me all the more to continually pursue an intimate relationship with my Savior.

Now what i really want to tell you about it what i got be part of yesterday. After church Abraham (a 23-year-old Venezuelan who is really close to the Linns), 2 teachers from school, Dionna, and I were able to visit a cancer hospital. Abraham was leading us all and was the one who invited us all to go. We brought some puppets with us because we thought we might be able to see some kids- well come to find out, those puppets were a blessing! On the way to downtown Caracas, Abraham was sticking the puppets out the window and telling people "God loves you!" while at the same time handing our tracks and just making people laugh (especially us)! I kept thinking, this is one of the reasons I am here in Venezuela, to learn how to tell others about Jesus... who knew it would be with puppets! But more importantly to grow and mature in my faith while seeking Him more and more. On our way into the hospital Abraham was already passing out tracks and talking to people, and of course, waving around the puppets! Abraham led us into the first room and started to talk to the cancer patients and their families about Jesus and the Gospel. He was telling them that Jesus took all our sin and died for us so we could be forgiven. Also telling them that in Heaven there will be no more sickness or disease! WOW! God was teaching me just as much as those we were talking to! In each room we also prayed for them and gave out tracks. Abraham even had us pray in English in a few of the rooms. Some of the patients prayed the salvation prayer, so please keep them in your prayers! We were there until a guard came and told us that visiting hours were over. But our work was not done! We continued to hand out tracks on our way out and tell people that God loves them!

What an experience! On the way home Abraham asked me how i was feeling. I told him that i was learning and thank you for all that he had taught me about sharing your faith that day. He told me that evangelizing should not just be an event that people meet together to go do, but rather an everyday thing. I have continued to be amazed at what God is showing me. I hope to return to that hospital very soon!

"Be generous with the different things God gave you, passing them around so all get in on it: if words, let it be God’s words; if help, let it be God’s hearty help. That way, God’s bright presence will be evident in everything through Jesus, and he’ll get all the credit as the One mighty in everything—encores to the end of time. Oh, yes!"
-1 peter 4:10-11 (The Message)

This is the verse in my devotions this morning. Just reminding me that God deserves all the credit for everything and it's Him working- not us! My pride is detestable in his sight and i need to continually throw that at His Cross. My life is not my own. He has put me here in Venezuela. I pray that i simply be a servant and put myself completely away. Thank you for grace! I need to keep relying on God for my strength so people see Him alone. NO MORE ME!

I hope you all are doing great! I miss seeing you all face to face and spending time with you! Let me know how i can be praying you all!

Hugs and Kisses,
Mariah Brooke

Sunday, August 30, 2009

School begins... yipee

thanks to all who left encouraging comments on my lasts post! I can't tell you just how meaningful it is to know that people are praying for me and care enough to read my blog. MUCHAS GRACIAS! :)

Wow what a week! Church has definitely been my favorites time here so far. The worship is always so genuine and challenges me to lay everything out before God. Even though most of the time I have no idea what they are saying, I love just watching people and knowing that God is so real and present at the time. Today we sang three songs that i know in English: "I am a friend of God- Eres me amigo fiel," "You are good- Eres fiel," and "Breathe" by Michael W. Smith. I love talking with the people there as well. It's also the best place for me to practice mi español! I am already developing some friendships with the youth there but i also am connecting with old friends from 7 years ago! I just like how people are so close.... I don't know... pretty much i love Venezuela. :)
Tonight we also got to eat at La Fogata. Let me tell you about this wonderful restaurant that is so special to me. This restaurant is the same one that my family would take each of the work teams to after church whenever they came it. To sum it all up they that have the best roasted chicken and yucca (a root that is eaten here) and fruit drinks. So if anyone ever comes to Venezuela I will take you there! After that we (David and Donna- my aunt and uncle and I) went to watch some of the guys from church play softball against another church. I really enjoyed watching them play softball because i miss watching the White Sox with my dad and i also knew a bunch of guys on the team. So to wrap it up it has been a great day but the coolest thing that happen today was who came to church with us. Dionna has been playing soccer here in Venezuela for three years and has been praying ever since she started playing that someone on her team would come to church with her. Well today God faithfully answered that prayer as one of her friends joined us at church! Please pray that God continues to work through Dionna on her soccer team and also work on the girl who came today. Also one of our neighbors named Bertí came with us to church. She made a decision for the Lord after Donna invited her to come to camp a week ago. I think she is truly genuine about a relationship with the Lord but it won't be easy and she has been learning a lot. Praise God for another member of the family. Please pray for her to continue to surrender her whole life and be courageous with her family because she doesn't get support from them about her recent decision. Like i said earlier- its been a GREAT day!

And then there is this week.... school starting- my favorite haha. No actually it has not been that bad! There are a lot of changes: wearing a uniform, being in a class of 7 (including me), being with so many Koreans, and having block schedule. But i think so far i have handled everything pretty well thanks to God. This semester i am only taking English, U.S. History, Human Anatomy and Physiology, and Bible. SO next semester i will be taking Pre-Cal and Spanish and still have Bible. Kinda weird how it all works out. But if you know me you know that i have my hardest classes this semester- english and history. But at least i am getting them out of the way! To be honest i kind of miss having a math class.. it kind of keeps me sane in school. haha (some of you probably think i am crazy!-except my dad and Grandpa Smith!) But anyway.. I love Bible class! Its going to be super hard but super challenging at the same time! I think i will learn a lot! Please pray that I will develop strong relationships at school and be able to grow spiritually with kids my age there!
Along with this week i was battling a cold i developed at camp 2 weeks ago. I carried around toilet paper this week to sustain my running nose. It was running so much that i went through 5 rolls of toilet paper! yeah it was that bad! haha but i am finally getting over it. But i have to say it was quite fun to have that cold while meeting people for the first time at school! Great first impressions!

Well Venezuela so far has been incredible! Its really been a putting my relationship with God to the test by testing its authenticity. I just want to be so close to Him and continue to live more and more by faith and not for myself. A Scripture that i have been thinking about a bit is Psalms 86: 11-13 (compliments of Just1Word.com)
Teach me your way, O Lord, and I will walk in your truth; give me an undivided heart, that I may fear your name. I will praise you, O Lord my God, with all my heart; I will glorify your name forever. For great is your love toward me; you have delivered me from the depths of the grave.
I am praying to God for that undivided heart. For Him to have ALL of my heart. I have to stop living by my legalistic and selfish ways. Overall i need to continually be sanctified and transformed to be more like Christ.

Lately I have been missing my friends because they are ones i love talking to about faith and what not. But i need to keep praying for friends here to connect with and i also know that will take time! Its been good to try and keep up with them on facebook though!

The most frustrating thing for me right now has been my spanish.. I KNOW its going to take time but i wish it could come easier. I am at the point where i cant study anymore- i need to just go out and talk to people! Thats another reason i love being with church people- because they are the best to practice with! One guy today was teaching me some spanish slang! He kept calling it the language of the jovenes (which means the young people). I almost feel like i can not be myself at church because i cant say everything i want to. But then again maybe that just a way of humbling myself before Christ. Oh how awesome it will be when the day comes when i can say that i can officially speak Spanish!

Love you all, thanks for reading these ridiculously long notes!
Unworthy servant,
Mariah Brooke

Friday, August 21, 2009

It all starts....

Wow! is all i can say about Venezuela!
I did not realize how much I wanted to come to Venezuela until I got here and felt a huge peace. I know for sure that this is where God wants me right now in my life. Thanks for praying for my (and Dawson's) travel because it could not have been any smoother! Thank God! I feel right at home with my family here but i still miss those at home. I like living the simpler life because it allows me to trust in God all the more!
Since I have been here i don't feel like i have enough time because i want to blog, journal, do my devotions/pray, be social, keep in touch with those on facebook and email, and simply take in the culture. The first few days I got all settled in and just started getting used to things. I have gone to the grocery store a few times to get food for dinner. One time i went with Dawson and we needed to buy some fruit juice. So he told me this one juice looked like strawberry juice even though it was a really dark fusia color. Well.... once we got back, we tried some and come-to-find-out it was BEET juice! ahhh that stuff will take your breath away! ha after drinking that i don't think i will ever have cancer! Dawson and i are getting along great, already like brother and sister!
Sunday was one of my favorite days yet, CHURCH! wow praise God for brothers and sisters around the world. For some reason singing praise to God in a different language is so touching! I got to see a whole bunch of people i have known for a long time as well as meet a lot of new friends. :) One of the songs was about "Manda el fuego" which means "Send the fire," the fire that refines us and makes us more like Christ. Oh and the preaching was just what i needed to hear. It was about a relationship with Christ like the one John had with him when John reclined on Jesus. (so close as to hear his heart beat). I have a feeling Sundays will be my favorite days while i am here!
On Tuesday it was David's birthday so we headed out to a beach called "Cata." (i kept thinking of my friend Kata!) That was the best beach experience i have ever had! It was seated in between rolling mountains with beacutiful blue waters. Dawson and I had fun boogy-boarding on the waves and Deshay and I were able to have some great conversation. God has placed Deshay in my life- she has challenged me so much in my faith and i see Jesus living in her heart :). She heads back for college tomorrow but i am glad to have a week with her before she leaves. At the beach Dionna, Deshay, Dawson and I went on a rough 30 minute hick in flip-flops and swimsuits to another cove where we got to snorkel. I have never done that before but i absolutely loved it! Ha it was nice to get a little tan before school starts as well! :)
The past few days we have all been at camp with the little kids. I have learned so much in the past few days about service, my pride, and simply lessons from little kids. But it has been a little frusterating for me because i could not speak to them- but i tried hard to simply love them from my heart and serve God with everything i have. All glory to Him and absolutely none for myself! Let me tell you an amazing miraculous story: Thursday night while a few guys were leading worship for the kids and all were singing "Romans 16:19 says," the power/lights went out. Ha- I laugh because following the power going out, the kids just screamed. What a sight! After the kids all got calmed down and some carlights were shown on them David got up to speak. He spoke about lions and how the devil is a like a lion looking for someone to devour. He said "Maybe this lion [devil] is the very one who tunred off the lights." My prayer at that point was- God you are in control ov everything, I trust you." Then Dawson (who was acting like the devil wearing a lion mask) came running in to chase David, but another kid named Abel came in to chase Dawson (Abel was like the Lion of Judah). As soon as Abel chased Dawson away, the power came back on! What a miracle! David then said "Who's the first lion? SATAN! But who is the second lion? THE LION OF JUDAH!" WOW WOW WOW! Praise the Lord! God had everything in control all along! He just keeps proving Himself over and over in my life- especially now!

Well thanks for reading this, I hope to keep in touch on here about once a week if I can! I have had some people ask how they could be praying for me- well here it is: please pray that God will comtinue to transform my life and change me. Pray that I would be able to share my faith with others and that i will learn spanish quickly. Also pray that i will develop an extremely intimate relationship with Jesus Christ. PRAISES for all God is doing here in Venezuela! Praise God that i can be here this year! thanks for caring for me!

One last thing, its funny because people keep asking me how long i am staying. And when i tell them a year they cant believe it and act really surprised! I am so glad i have the oppurtunity to be here this year. Being at the camp was so dear to me because that it what my family worked on 9 years ago! Its so good to be here! and the fruit absolutely delicous! :)

MIss you all at home but I am so glad to be here! (ha mom dont read into that too much!- i miss you a ton! haha)

Love,
Mariah Brooke

P.S. sorry i could not put pictures up... but feel free to look at my facebook http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/photos.php?id=503614515

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Starting Off

Hey family and friends!
This is the blog i will be using to keep in contact with you all while i live in Venezuela. Today has been pretty stressful with it being the day before i leave. I hope you keep you all updated on pictures and stories that are going on in my life. Thanks to anyone who will ever read this!
LOVE YOU ALL!
mariah